parted in the middle

today i went back to school .. it was hard. i was so tired. ah. too much to deal with. but i got through it. now i am procrastinating. again. i used to be good at not doing that but it gets worse with time & school. ryan is way worse at it than i am. so much worse. it makes me laugh and also feel a bit bad. tonight he has to draw 10 things he wants to one day paint. so i helped him come up with things. the things i came up with were:

x- infinity
x- me
x- harbor
x- a bookshelf
x- paper scattered, different colors & bends
x- an empty but interesting dessert
x- a churro?
x- a close up of a key on the keyboard, maybe the letter G
x- birds flying against the wind
x- shiny metal tools on a silver tray

i have three candles going. one is a napa valley harvest candle - i've had it for 7 years and it is still not even close to being done. I LOVE IT. it smells like perfect, just lovely. i am also buring a deep dark purple gardenia & a brand new light blue sea spray scented candle. i love aromas.



well bloggers. come out and play. i need some friends over here in my comments and things. is it because i dont say hi enough?

home -

here i am back home . its nice. its like i never left which is always so weird. my cat is all over me she missed me so much. i love her..

so it was a fun trip. parts. we went to the mystery spot yesterday. it was very cool - google it then go to santa cruz & go to it. but its so pretty around there. so green. bri's hut is up past it and its so cool. totally round & strange and all solar powered. its an interesting way to live.

san luis was BEAUTIFUL. oh my gosh. it was so green and just amazing. i wish i had a camera that could have taken photographs of it.. but i didn't . looks like i'll just have to go back.. at first i really wasn't that into slo. i mean i thought it was beautiful and thats that but i actually really love it. i like how there is stuff to do but its just chill, its not all crazy & busy. its just a focused town. i was thinking of going to cal poly (if at all possible) to get my bachelors. next year of course. i just got my camera working today which sucks. i wish i could have taken photos along the trip. i hope it works this time. ryan showed me how to do it right. he has an olympus like mine but his has a flash. cool! ryan is my new .. friend. i think we have one photo together or something. thats all. hes really nice. he is an art major, he does AMAZING art. thats enough on him. i wont go further. for now. um what else.. well i guess thats all that matters. the beach was nice today i dropped my phone in the ocean but it works and nothing happened. weird. good luck.