i want bbq albacore. 

but i don't want to spend my dollars. 

this is the dilemma i face in my day to day life. 

i suppose i should be a bit happy, that the only thing i worry about is how i should spend my money.

but thats not how the human mind works.

i was thinking of selling my kayak. but then realized that it would be stupid to do that. because if i want to go out on a lake, i will need that. plus, its my own boat. i have my very own kayak that i get to float around in. if only there was enough water in any of the lakes to go drift on. but, there is not. the lack of storm and over all weather has been depressing. 

normally its lack of sun that gets people depressed. this lack of rain, wind, snow, cold and fog has been slowly killing me, i swear it. it has been out of balance and wrong. my rain dances have gone unnoticed by mother nature and i keep doing them in vain. 

a nice handsome boy told me he would dance with me, maybe thats what needs to happen. i have to go dance with him. lord knows i need a good dance with a fella. that would be awfully fun.

well, i decided to spend my dollars and get sushi. 

so there. 

long luxurious luscious locks

tomorrow, i will no longer have this hair color ... cause i'm goin back to dark brown. too bad i wont be able to get a good picture of it , like i did with this one . so you'll just have to trust me that it looks good. i'm really excited to have my dark hair back. i love my long hair. i wish it was longer tho. sometimes i see pictures of short hair and think i might actually look nice with a chopped 'do. but that will come later in life. i can't ever cut my hair short again. it has to stay super long for always. i should also probably start doing stuff with it. i never do anything. i just let it air dry and thats that. i bet i could do some really pretty stuff with it. stay tuned. i wish i had an iphone.

im craving sushi.

happy birthday to me !

so yesterday was my 22nd birthday - it was great.

mitchell got me a pair of g-star jeans that make my butt look amazing. and he also got us a macbook pro that arrived right on time. we went out for sushi with a couple friends and it was sooo fun i loved it. took sake shots with everyone - sake is so strange. and kate got me a bottle of wine that was really yummy. and nique made me mini cupcakes & then a giant one just for me.... loved it. i really liked my birthday this year. thanks everyone!

and also, mother nature gave me the gift of rain & cold air.... my birthday was the first real day of fall it seems. its so grey outside ..... i love it. i just wish there was rain & lightening and thunder and all that jazz. it'll come soon i guess.

yesterday in the car we spotted a rainbow. i love rainbows.

seeeeeeeeeee ya.

koko

stupid sam broke down the big icicle outside my window when i wasn't in the room. i was sad. i walked in to the dining room and saw him halfway out the window with the screen on the floor and the ice in his hands. it was weird. he said it will grow back. still wasn't his ice to be breaking. jerk. i've been measuring the other big one every day. its my favorite. i'm just glad he didn't break that one. i have bonds with my ice.