give people a chance to create their own reality as opposed to inhaling someone else's/.

some songs as of late :

enjoy *

imagine this

today i drove past some clouds laying low in the orchards. i wanted to pull over & touch them & walk in them. just to see if it felt any different. i regret not pulling over. but maybe i can do it again one day. i've always wanted to feel the clouds.

today it was damp, sprinkles of rain off & on, over cast, foggy.. but not that cold. i felt like i was in santa cruz. i swear i could smell the eucalyptus trees and everything. it felt like i was by the coast. i think i need to go down there. and pick up the eucalyptus bulbs again. wake up to those over cast ledges by the ocean. walk around in the towns. ride a bike. smell that air that is somehow so unique. walk thru those tall wind blown trees. a certain kind of momentary bliss.

i dreamt a lot about the sky

i still dream about it all the time ,

almost everyday.

IM READY

i am ready

for amazing things

to happen to me

i am wide open to luck

and sizzling beauty

i want to have magical powers

and treat people

with a kind of dignity

that changes

how they feel

about themselves

i want my luck to be viral

and to leave a trail of great things

i want all my interactions to transform me

at the molecular level

and all my anxieties to find a home

in the trash

i am ready

nothing is permanent. especially people, strangers become friends. friends become lovers. lovers become strangers & strangers become friends once more ... over & over forever .