Monday, November 30, 2009
- a baby chinchilla - cage and accessories included
- 4x6 picture frames that look neat
- nikon 105mm f/2.8 vr
- nikon sb 800 flash
- some r e s p e c t
- ipod touch NOW please!
- a new soft blanket for my bed
- some books.. i'll get back to elaborate on this later
- the dvd ratatouille .. want this sooo bad
i think that is all. all i can think of right now.
Friday, November 27, 2009
i took some photos of my thanksgiving last night. well, of the dessert. hahahaha ... & we didn't eat the cat food.. i got those for my 3 cats.. don't judge me.. i love my cats.
i tried to make sams moms recipe of breadsticks and i thought i was doing great but they didnt even work! they didnt rise at all. and i put yeast in. yeast hates me. i am not a very good baker. but i can cook. one day i'll learn to make breadsticks the right way.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
umm i have yet to get any pictures of my boots and leather jacket etc. eventually guys. just be patient. the time will come sometime. but in the mean time i did take a picture of this delicious croissant i had for breakfast in san jose at a European bakery downtown ..
yeah it was really good. and i've had many many croissants in my life time. you all should know this. its funny how the weird stereotypes about the french are all pretty much spot on sometimes. we love bread.. cheese.. wine.. coffee.. what other stereotypes about the french are there? don't even say we don't shave because that's back in the day stuff. i mean, for some i hope.. i don't uphold that stereotype. i also don't smoke. but i do wish i could find a beret that fit me right. those are the only stereotypes i can think of.
i slept for 9 hours last night.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
oh what the heck
it stopped. i dont know how i did this.
anyway here are some photos i snapped of the day: i guess this is a movie set , so its graudally being painted and stuff.. its really cool . its by horse cow.
this is a totally weird post.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
i need to get some action shots of me wearing my clothes.. i always do shots like this .. im just laaazy and booooooring. so this stuff will suffice. any how.. here is a great song. i hope this video does it justice.. i dont have sound on my computer yet so i dont know how this sounds but i hope you all like it.. it is an amazing song. and i am in looove with robbie robertson (this version of him.. 70s version..)
this is my song of the week. it makes me happy.. makes me think of the beat and the groove. takes my mind off the bad. it is the song. and i love all their music. i would have LOVED to see the last waltz live.. damn
Monday, November 16, 2009
here is caitlyn _ here
No limits. From any time period whatsoever, dead or alive, currently single or married. Reblog with your 5 celebrity choices in each category.
5 celebrities you’d marry/date.
1. prince harry
2. robbie robertson (70s version, in the last waltz)
3. edward norton
4. brad pitt okay. early years.
5. gabriel aubry.. ahem..
5 celebrities you want to be best friends with.
1. audrey tautou
2. natalie portman
3. ashley olsen
4. keira knightley
5. lauren bacall
5 celebrities you’d knock off the face of the earth.
1. miley "shut the hell up" cyrus
2. lil "absolutely disgusting & annoying" wayne
3. can peta count?
4. nancy "idiot" peloci
5. lindsay "dumpster" lohan
because i don't think i can wear them at the same time.
that would be overload. and i'd aquire biker/rocker status quickly. and then i'd have to get tattoos and listen to tool. more often then i do already.. i love tool.
here is a quick preview of my new boots.
more to come when they are upon my feet.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
the only cool thing i have to show you all today is that i've almost filled my wall with pictures. the whale painting isn't going to stay there because i am going to give it away eventually since i painted it. but i love my collection. i didn't get everything in on this photo but this is the main idea. i'm pleased with it. i also have other wall art just not all isolated to this wall. the other day i found two really awesome octagon framed pieces.. they are so cool. i photographed them too. i also photographed my little tribute to the cat loves in my life.. hahaha
new pieces, 3d
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
my brother is in the army.. served a year in korea a year in afghanistan.. now he's in texas at fort hood.. he witnessed the recent shooting. private zac leconte military intelligence.. he is only one of the 1 million people serving today. be thankful for them. i know i am.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
i haven't been taking any photos lately. i don't know why. i guess i have nothing to photograph. no one seems to care when i take photos anyways, i need to travel somewhere to get some good photos. i gotta really "wow" you guys or something because no one ever comes and reads my blog anymore. geeze haha. but i did take some of myself today... bored.
i really want to go to england to visit my brother for new years. but the chances of that are small. ii was going to paris for new years.. but that plan didnt follow thru which is STILL a bummer. i will probably end up in salt lake city which is closer, cheaper and normal. the reason i would go to salt lake instead of stay here .. because none of my friends live around me anymore so i have nothing to do. and none of my friends who live other places care to invite me to do anything.. let alone keep in contact with me. so whatever. i guess its partially my fault since i am busy with non-stop school work and working. that's what happens when you are trying to get your bachelors, masters and doctorate in bio-science to become a naturopathic doctor. ummm
but i am going to san fransisco in december for a couple days to stay with my friend meg and explore the city and have some time off before school starts up again. that will be much needed, plus its only a 2 hour drive. easy.
i probably shouldn't even be writing a blog right now. but i am avoiding my history paper and math homework. i am really tired and i just want to nap. but school work is whirling around in my head and constantly pestering me. i can't wait until this term is done. i'm so done with these classes.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Christopher Kane top, 1,595 GBP
Helmut Lang jacket, $370
Vanessa Bruno top, $297
Farfetch.com pants, 204 GBP
Helmut Lang jeans, $198
those nicholas kirkwood python sandals. oh my god. if i had those and had places to wear them.. i think people would never look at me.. just at my feet. i super love the heel and platform on all his sandals... so cool. but i never wear heels, i can't pull it off. i just look silly. i'm too small to wear some of the things i want to wear most because it just over powers me and swallows me whole. but i am such a shoe girl. i love shoes. i don't have nearly enough as i need to have.
and i dont care what anyone says. i love velvet clothing. i think it is so good. and those blue Toast velvet pants.. i would rock them so hard. i want them bad. and now.. i'm not sure if i can pull off a super patterned pant but i really like those floral leggings anyways..
looking at all these clothes makes me want them all of course. i need to update my wardrobe. i actually just bought that lace corset up there.. this is a dangerous website... haha. but i'm planning on making my own tank top here soon.. i have a really cool easy idea. i can't wait until i have the time to make it and show it to everyone.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
here are some photos i have in my portfolio .. i have a lot more but these are some of my favorites. i've only been in one magazine.. that was in asia in 2008. that's about all on my resume for modeling. i was almost in a music video as the main girl but that got canceled. bad luck i guess. can it still count?
hair & make up : paula dahlberg | wardrobe : keith bryce | photo : jake garn
hair & make up : paula dahlberg | wardrobe : keith bryce | photo : jake garn
warbrobe : free people | photo : t&c
hair : matthew landis | make up : kristian bankston | photo : jake garn
wardrobe : mckell maddox | photo : jake garn
hair : steven robertson | make up : paula dahlberg | photo : jake garn
Friday, November 6, 2009
i am signing up for spring term soon. i'm taking french (i finally need to actually learn my own language geeze) a photography class (i need to learn my own camera) a a history class about women.. should be quite boring i imagine. and some sort of sociology class. i think i'm gonna bail on those last two and just take a math class or something. i am not a fan of sociology and history.. i like it but i like it on my own terms.
i cant wait to move. i need to get out of here. i dont know when i plan to escape. but gosh. i'm getting suffocated and claustrophobic here. i don't know what to do. i wish i could win the lotto or sell some of my paintings for a lot of money. i want to become the next van gogh .. but a girl... in 2010.. with oil paints.. 3D with nature glued to it..
i can't leave my cat. but i can't take her with me because she loves it here. i would be so lonely and empty with out my cat. she is my best friend. she loves me so much she is like my own little daughter. except she is grey, really furry & fluffy, can't speak and has a tail.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
i'm quite sick. i feel like my head isn't actually attached to the rest of my body. i've been working on a puzzle all day because it's just about the only thing i can do. i tried doing homework.. fail. being on the computer hurts my eyes.. but i am enduring it so that i can blog real quick. reading .. yeah right my eyes can't focus long enough. so yeah i've resorted to a fresh new charles wysocki puzzle. its sort of fall themed so i feel alright putting it together. i don't feel like i'm being a total slug. even tho i basically am.
i didn't go to class today and i don't think i'll go tomorrow. i hope my grades dont slap me in my face. but i just cant even imagine trying to be around people and take in information. i have to blow my nose often and i sound like a swamp thing.
i miss utah. i miss sam. i miss guillermo. i am back to feeling torn between these two places. i am back in limbo and quite unsure what to do about it. why can't this be easy ..
i need to buy some new boots.. i have my eye on a pair. big time.