monsoon shake .

sometimes all you can do is laugh
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH

really hard
and remind yourself
that even tho right now is super ridiculous
down the line.... it'll all pan out
and make sense

and that YOU (im speaking in the 3rd person)
will be so much more successful & fulfilled
than the people YOU are so disgusted with right now


and just remember
that everything you are working toward
and the things you are saving
and the things you are sacrificing
and the people you are surrounding yourself with
and the plentiful friends you keep close
and dear & sacred & special

& the laughter, good, happiness & encouragement
that i give to others around me
will one day ,
very soon
pay off
and i will be satisfied
and glowing
and gleaming & glistening
and maybe even BURSTING
with genuine happiness,
BLISS, GRATIFICATION, ELATION &
maybe.... just maybe
contentment.