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decided to go skydiving today

craziest feeling in the world.... stepping out of a moving plane & into the air.

i loved every second of it.

i wish i could tell my cat to turn on the fan

what do i want to do/ ?

EVERYTHING .

i want to tie something cool to a balloon & let it go . let it flyyyy up high into the world sky . and maybe hopefully make someones day , when they find my special thing . maybe attach a $1 dollar bill to it? or a random trinket. something neat. can't decide.

i want to C U T M Y H A I R . up to my chin and get bangs.

because im tired of long hair . & everyone has long hair. its generic. boring. trendy. usual. kind of feel weird being just. like. everyone. else.

maybe soon . november i'll cut it. hold me to it....

some new clothes & shoes. whats a girl gotta do to own a pair of NEW items? why is everything so damn expensive ? whats the world coming to? i think i need to take sewing classes & simply make my own clothes because this shit's gettin RIDICULOUS. but i did just purchase probably the most appropriate tank top of my life. :::

skydiving.

oh hey . im doing that tomorrow. holy crap?

i want to have all my girlfriends get together and have a gathering. a themed gathering. i missed the gypsy gathering and the witchy gathering. i think .... OLD WEST themed. i dig it. i can bring props too. who is down? who would attend ? too bad we cant do it tonight. the full moon.

who saw that meteor shower last night? i sure didn't . i was sleepin.

my car to WOR K. as much as i love the van ... i do not love its gas tank. & i would love to have my subaru back, the junky, reliable, cheap, spacious, ..... my own . i miss being able to do certain things in it. to go certain places. blah. don't hate what you got , cause when its gone you'll wish it back daily.

got new stuff on my etsy ::: CHECK IT OUT !

ETSY - cinnamonnymph

things i want to do in this life :

* skydiving - doing it on the 13th this month!

* swim with sharks .. maybe thats a long shot.

* scuba!

* ride a mule down the grand canyon

* hot air balloon ride ... again. i went in june & it was glorious

* cut my hair really short.. or shave it.

* own a chinchilla

* make my own set of dishes/mugs -- pottery

* learn french AND spanish

* fall in a deep love.

* go sailing

* see a rainforest

* avoid being bitten by a botfly... ew

* go fishing in the ocean... catch my own food

* write something... a book.. like that

* go to disneyWORLD.

* ride an elephant !!!!

ill tell you something filled with bliss

driving thru the orchards with the windows down music loud

fast - but not too fast. smelling the freshly watered apple trees

the earthy renewal phase that the world goes thru each night - that smell is phenomenal

that cool air , thats not too cold to give you goose bumps and want the heater on

the air thats not too hot that makes you want the windows up & a/c on

its dark and the only light is from your headlights, an occasional house light, & the stars

cant take enough deep breaths of that sweet air ....

that music, that breeze, that smell, that temp , that FEEL ...

makes me want to close my eyes and float away

but wait... i'm driving.

when i finally get out - i look up. only to see the most spectacular view : a shooting star in that speckled crowded sky of ours, what are the chances? that sky... filled with stars, galaxies, planets, planes ... & anything else. breathe in one more deep breath of that sweet air. that smell , you know which one im talking about? its like the earth turns everything over & cleans it off so it can be fresh during the night.. calm & cool.

thats a tiny piece of bliss. teeny tiny.

a list of likes

coconut

disney

dresses

belts

mermaids

babies

cats

wooden things

eating out

thrifting

sending mail

receiving mail

bagels

friends

instagram (casstaway)

nail polish

luck

california

hawaii

heels

family guy

• Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values
• Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer
• Live a good, honourable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time
• Spend some time alone every day
• When you realise you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it
• Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship
• Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly
• Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck
• Follow the three Rs: Respect for self, Respect for others and Responsibility for all your actions
• When you lose, don't lose the lesson
• Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk
• Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.
• A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.
• In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.
• Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.
• Be gentle with the earth.
• Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.
• Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
• Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.