i've been away for a while, here is why

as you all know i've been away in utah for the past week , it was a good but exhausting time. i really miss it and i am torn between utah & california. i think i want to move back. but it doesn't seem logical sometimes. i have to think a lot about it . because i really miss and love all my friends there. we will see when the time comes. i'm not going to post up all the photos at once, but here are some randoms i like a lot. i cant wait for simon to post up the ones from his camera and nicole too. they both got good photos! i miss everyone already. especially my sammer & nicole. sigh.

Kodak 400 BW CN, Contax 645, 80mm f2.0, no photoshop
- taken by ryan muirhead


jozef made us cut onions for dinner ... he made us cry.
my makeup was everywhere haha!


me at Tony Caputos looking at the amazing foods & sweets. (300s, 400w)


carly & macy at jake garns photowork shop - taken with my d300s!



this is my favorite photo of a human being i've ever taken & it was all an accident. this is maddie, one of the models at the workshop. my iso wasn't high enough, this is what came out! i LOVE it. i tried it in b&w too, but the color version is the original i didn't even have to edit it.. YES!


this is jack - my best lokes baby boy . he is so funny & cute to hang out with.


this is train tracks. i spent some time here & watched two big trains roll past slowly. it was amazing. i really like trains a lot


good bye utah. this reminded me of the alps but a lot smaller.


we stopped by a tiny little town to take pictures. this is me


the tiny town had a herd of stray cats that were super cute... i wanted all of them


this is the last photo i took with my camera on the trip.

this is for you nataloke

carlucci tradition - probably the first time

look how teeny pres was!!!

presley mondays

so presley arrived this morning & we ran a little bit of errands. then ginger & the boys came over to play and see the house. we had a lot of fun! we plan to go to the zoo and go to parks and on walks next time. it will be great. presley gets along very good with the boys & anouk gets along too. woohoo! here are a couple photos i captured of this afternoon:

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- thats presley saying "hi mom , hello"

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- thats presley saying "had fun today"


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thats presley saying "lets play a game"

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thoughts of you.


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my body itches ever since mallory told me she has poison oak. i've never had it, i don't think i can get it because my dad & brother have had it millions of times and i've been around it so much. its in her eye. i asked her "did you dive naked into a bush or something? how do you do that?"

which reminds me,

stephanie was in my dream last night. probably because i read her blog before turning off my computer. the dream was pretty funny. bryce came into my work and found some long lost friends and said "i cant hang out stephanie might get mad" and i said "no she wont i'm going over to her house" so he left somewhere and i went to her house, but her house was a store. and i had to park in a really weird spot on a hill thing behind a silver car. but we tried on clothes and talked and did REALLY weird things. she had on a giant hat with tassels on it. i ended up wearing all white. at the end of the dream we got poison oak and i swear i was itching myself in my sleep and thats why i woke up at 7 am.

once, i was the elevator master in one of natalies dreams.