need need need

okay so i have a lot of "obsessions" lately ...

++nail polish .. i buy one new color at least once a week. ++french movies .. i am on a mission to watch as many great ones as possible. they are too much fun. ++chocolate covered fruit .. yeah so i havent had any since i got back from california, because i haven't had the time or money to do so. and i am goin nutzZzz! ++pinkish/red lips ... i have this yummy all natural chapstick that is a lip stain and it makes me look real pretty and it smells like heaven. ++

this is my lover , Mr/Mitch Meyer.

he is the first artist featured on [Framed]

i am so so proud of him! isn't he handsome & dashing?

yesterday i made these for dinner :

petite lasagnas ! mm so good. if you want the recipe just comment my blog with your email and i'll email it.

i love watching french movies. right now i am watching heartbreakers. (L'arna Coeur)

i am kind of mad at my parents for not teaching me french when i was little. grr mom & dad.. i need to get into french class/. big time. i'm embarrassing. a french girl who doesn't know fluent french. ouch.

next topic.

ummm

its freezing outside.

and my new current food obsession is Milk Chocolate covered Macadamia nuts . except this box will simply not do. because there are simply not enough,. i think i'd need a bag of them. oh i think i just might have given my boyfriend an idea for valentines..... i cant wait that long tho. maybe. ah. i gotta stop talkin about it.

my uncle who lives in the south of france posted this video on his facebook page.. i love it. its funny that him & i have the same music taste. does this mean i am getting old? i'm only 21. i get to see railroad earth in 8 days. 27th! fillmore in san fran!! SO EXCITED.

i'm also going to be in utah in 10 days.. i'm excited to see me friends. i dont even know how my trip is going to play out. so much to do in only a week and 2 days. ahh

oh man. seriously slackin

sorry guys. i dont know if anyones noticed but its tuesday night and the last time i wrote was friday. weird. not much has been going on tho for me to even write a decent blog. been pretty overwhelmed and busy with my school work. nooooot so fun. at all. but its almost done i just need to hang in there.

umm i have yet to get any pictures of my boots and leather jacket etc. eventually guys. just be patient. the time will come sometime. but in the mean time i did take a picture of this delicious croissant i had for breakfast in san jose at a European bakery downtown ..



yeah it was really good. and i've had many many croissants in my life time. you all should know this. its funny how the weird stereotypes about the french are all pretty much spot on sometimes. we love bread.. cheese.. wine.. coffee.. what other stereotypes about the french are there? don't even say we don't shave because that's back in the day stuff. i mean, for some i hope.. i don't uphold that stereotype. i also don't smoke. but i do wish i could find a beret that fit me right. those are the only stereotypes i can think of.

how silly.

i slept for 9 hours last night.

story that makes me cry every time

i am highly addicted to stephens gourmet hot cocoa. i have it every morning & every night, as long as my schedule permits it. who knows if its healthy or not... all i know is its delicious. this is not the story that makes me cry.

this is the story. it starts with my dad being away in europe for about 3 weeks. and my brother being in Afghanistan for quite some time. well, my brother came home last week and hes staying until the 26th. my dad just got home on monday night, and no one had told him that my brother was home. so it was a surprise. my dad walks in the door & hugs miranda, my sister, and sees people on the back porch. (my brother & two friends) he registers after a minute that its my brother. he goes "zachary?" in his sweet little french accent (i can just picture this all in my head) and his eyes start to water. he stands in the entry way with his hands over his eyes then walks forward and he stumbles over his luggage and goes out onto the back porch and hugs my brother zac and cries openly in front of everyone because hes so happy & excited to have him home. i'm crying again right now. i don't know what it is about this story that hits a string in my heart but it does every time. and i cry because i'm happy and loved not because i'm sad. i just love my family so much & i love how we all love each other.
my sister called me that night it happened to tell me and she was laughing lightly at it and when she heard from my end of the phone she said "are you crying?" and i said yes then she started to cry too. then my mom called me this morning and i told her i cried when miranda told me the story and so my mom told me the story in more detail & i cried again and then it made her cry and oh man. i'm just glad i'm seeing them all next week or else i'd be a mess.


well. i should go to sleep now. how the heck is it 1 in the morning? am i crazy?