oh man

just decorated our big tree with what seems to be about a billion vintage ornaments. and even tho it looks super pretty, just the thought of putting all of this christmas decor away ........ OH MAN. i am hoping to donate half of the decor (not the ornaments) after this year. for real. i love christmas but gollllllllllllly its a lot of work.\

i am pooped.

this week was busy at work. and at home.

my mind is going a million miles an hour all the time. i dont have time to think about stupid things really. sometimes i wish i did. wish i could breath and stop for lunch.......""

its 10:41 already / ? it seems earlier. but im so tired. i guess i should go to sleep.

i dont like it when im missing people.

and when i cant see them. such a strange sort of unachievable longing.

i try to push it aside.

i totally scored at the thrift stores today.

i dont even know why i try shopping at actual shops. because the thrift stores pretty much suit me way better. and i look awesome. i'll have to start taking more photos of my self and my clothes. but wow that sounds like a lot of time and effort that i just dont seem to have .

sooooooooo a couple weeks ago i accidentally tore the life out of my Gstar jeans.... it was a terrible tragedy & i cried. i thought i couldnt get them fixed and so i was very discouraged. but , low & behold.... they have been repaired by the best seamstress in town. HOORAY! cassie wins one!

i should be keeping score of how many times i win.

today i won twice, that i can remember.

i got a cotton branch with real tufts of cotton on it.

its beautiful.

next time i get a boyfriend i hope he knows that i would much rather prefer dried branches of cotton or something odd & unique rather than run of the mill flowers from a grocery store. and i also hope he doesnt read this , because that would be cheating. i might have to delete this entire post if i ever start having time for guys again. which i dont see happening anytime soon. my mind cant be wasted upon some selfish, cruel, fake man again. i have to be more careful. which means i need to be more educated. so that will take some time because im not about to let it happen again. caution........ right?

i dont blog anymore.

i just dont know what to say

i feel like i am being boring and saying stuff no one wants to read about.

my snowboard is for sale,

ive never used it in my life

and i would love if someone bought it.

email me if you want info.

casstaway@gmail.com

im tired.

bye

friday night

super lame night .

stayed home due to the fact that there was ABSOLUTELY nothing going on. plus its raining.. so stupid. so i did some yoga, drank two cups of tea (peach ginger & nettle) watched some family guy and then decided it would be in my better interest to pop one of my all time favorite movies in the player & soak up all the gloriousness of none other than : Pulp Fiction.

if you don't like that movie... we can't be friends.
its so rich in awesomeness that i sometimes cant even comprehend. i'm a big fan of Kill Bill & Desperado too. know what i'm sayin? I own the box set of El Mariachi, Desperado & Once Upon a Time in Mexcio.... all good movies i need to re-watch in the near future.


so today i went ahead and sent a post card to : Send me a million postcards
i am going to recommend that YOU do it too. because why not? how much fun would that be? people are so clever and fun and interesting. i love people.

audra & i ... i'm wearin her versace. gotta get me a pair.

tomorrow i'm headin over to the Coloma house for some quality hot-tubbin & wine/champagne drinkin with audra & jackie and whom ever else.. girls only tho. should be fun. we WERE planning on having a river day BUT of course it decided to rain & be ridiculous. so we can't lay out by the pool or chill by the river. hot tub it is ... hot tubs are such a great invention.



well this post has been sufficiently BORING. so i should stop here.

cinco de whaaat

tom had some blood on his cheek and so i asked him where it came from and he replied:

"it was from the eagle that just ran into me"


i told everyone about it because it was so funny. i need to write a book still.

so many people have told me to write a book. but i never know what i'd even include in the book. so i figure i'd just make it a book about anything and everything.

funny stuff. advice. thoughts. questions. i think it could be a hit.
and toms quotes will be featured. i think its only necessary.

last night was cinco de mayo -- it was soooo fun. got to see a lot of people i havent seen in a while and got to meet some new faces as well . i am lucky to be surrounded by great, fun, positive people.

sombrero time!!








we had a pull up contest ... the top 3 winners received exotic fruit.
i sadly, only did one pull up. but Akira won, he did over 20 i think...!








so much fun. such fantastic people. can't wait to get prints of these for a photo album. love!

valentines day

woke up to a valentines day snuggle from my cat.

spent a good portion of my morning on the phone with sam, googling "puppies"... cooing and oohing over the soft fluffy cuteness of all that is puppy. explained to him how much i want an afghan hound.
tonight i won at Bunco. $20!
really tired , this weekend was strange.

tomorrow even tho it is a holiday for everyone else, i start my school work! pretty excited to get into that. sorta 'nervous' i suppose because i haven't done any school work for a couple months. i hope i can keep myself on top of things and get it completed.
here are some photos i took on Saturday :

cassie, the afghan hound. i wanted to keep her.
we have the same name... fate.



i forget his name.. i wanted to keep him too.


the statue got valentines'd


the pathway got valentines'd



the most wonderful kaleidoscope :





me.... in the mirror blinds.